There will be times, when you'll feel that you deserve much better. There will be times when the affection you get won't seem enough. Your life will be a mess at times and you'll walk many undiscovered roads. Maybe you'll feel the cold winds chilling your spine up and you just cannot find enough clothes to keep you warm. It's like having people around but not feeling too loved? It's not that you think you're worth more, it's just , maybe they aren't putting in all that they can?
Life won't always be the way you want it to be and you won't ever be loved the way you want to be loved and that's why at certain points we just have to compromise, or fight, or perhaps, just walk away. Maybe in some years, you'll forget the unhealed wound, or maybe, you'll still be tormented by it. Your mental wounds will be brushed aside by the ones you love the most, and maybe someday they will realise that they were too late in identifying the pain. It perhaps might happen that they wipe away the blames and their hidden guilt, concluding you were a troubled soul! You'll just have one person to whose naked eye your pain will reflect, and that is God, maybe in nature's form? Maybe as your mother? Maybe as the sky? Or maybe as some stranger angel? The heart seeks peace from the one who can bless you with it. And maybe, you yourself can, so go ahead, love yourself, heal the bruises and smile.